January 29th, 2011. My BlueBaby was missing because my own stupidity... for many days i couldn't stop crying. my eyes are swollen like a golf ball. everything's means nothing. memories, how to i get it back, i don't really care. but, it's pure my fault. it makes me wanna die. everybody must doesn't know how broken i am to lost this thing. this is important. my parents didn't gave this easily. i promise to them that i will keep it until i growing up. i won't asking for anything more if i get this. but now...... i lost it.
don't you know how i feel so sorry for my parents. i'm stupid......
Jan 29th, 2011. instead of let me watching 'that show', God takes the most important thing for me.
God, i lost my 'laugh pocket'.
And the last.... why this should happen so close to my birthday?
don't you know how i feel so sorry for my parents. i'm stupid......
Jan 29th, 2011. instead of let me watching 'that show', God takes the most important thing for me.
God, i lost my 'laugh pocket'.
And the last.... why this should happen so close to my birthday?
