Today, i went to my friend's place. Radhina Silviani. my Mezzo friend at SUANSA. it feels like, i miss her so much. i just can send a pray for her in front of her gravestone. and then i'm going to cry. close my eyes, and suddenly it feels like i got a flashback to 1st and 2nd June. when i had got the text message about her death. my heart beating. and everyone gathered at her home that night. the ambulans was came behind my car. and Radhin was in there. that was rainy heavily. everybody's crying and hugged each other. including me. at 2nd June, we went to her funeral. i saw her in the grave. then, my chest feels heavy. the tears came out already. sad... that's all still clear in my memories. i still can remember at all. i can't help this tears to come out.
and today, Sept 11 2010, i know you'll rest in peace at your place there. i just wanna say i miss you, Radhin. i miss to see you came late at practice every saturday. i miss to see you always want to in front of camera when we take a pictures. all i can do is just pray here for you. we love you. forever..
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