Someone said that today, "Passion is something that you like. Not something you capable of. Not something that you can only do. But passion is something you like--you really like." Everyone can't be success without passion. What do you expect? When you had to do some works but you're not in it. You need a passion.
It slaps me.
What is my passion in this life?
"You don't need to think so hard about what is your passion. Just think about something that makes you obsessed, energetic, and happy when you think about it. Something that can makes you feel the freedom."
....and some things crosses my mind.
1. SINGING
I probably not the best. I probably nothing compare all of those singers out there. But hell yeah, I know I can sing. There is a single part of myself that always told my mind that I really want to a great singer in the future. I want to be seen. I want them to know that I have something I really capable. I always want to show all of my expression through songs. There are so many things that so hard to tell with our own mouth. Sometimes we need a facility. For me; it's a song. That's a good point. I really love singing.
2. WRITING
On a previous talk, I said that there are so many things that so hard to tell with our own mouth. This is also one of the reason why I love writing. Sometimes, when you can't express your feelings with mouth, you can express it with words on the paper. Write it down! But in this case, I really love writing stories. What's in my heart, I'm often write it down on my stories. When I'm feeling happy, when I'm feeling sad, when I'm feeling excited, I purposely make a stories about it. I hope that's a good story. I really want to be a good writer so people can feel my feeling too. Haha, I don't know. Ah, there is a second case. This may sounds quite impossible...but, I also want to be a song-writer. I love singing, and I love writing. Why can't I be a song-writer? I'd love to do that. Can I...really?
3. PHOTOGRAPHY
"Time flies. People changes. But memories stays." Should I say again why I really love photography? Because I always feel like want to freeze the time. The president of my organization always called me, 'A girl behind the lens", since he was getting used to see me with my camera. Haha, It may sounds strange but while the people are prefer to be a model in the pictures, I prefer to be someone who took the picture. Not because I'm ugly or something, haha! I like that. I don't know, maybe my pictures are not really good like an expert. But I think those all are still a good pictures. Don't blame me if I really liked taking a pictures of you in candid, because that was my favorite. Natural, and somehow touchy. When you look at it in the future, the ones that took candid will have a special effect compares the other ones. Pictures are alive. It tells us that we're ever gone some through special situation back then, which is a good situation or bad situation. But what's the matter is pictures sometimes be able to talk. That's why.
What can you do now? You have no time machine. You can't go back to previous times, and you can't go forward. Who knows what will I be in the future? But also, who cares? I just want to have fun for now. Live while we're young! Do something you really like. Don't waste your time. I believe my passion will bring me into something someday.
The more I think about it, I'm an extraordinary. Everybody is.
We just need to look deeper inside us to find what we really want to do.
Oh! Have I ever mentioned what the tagline I said to you on the beginning of this post?
It's the tagline of Indonesia Business Expo and Competition 2012.
It said.... ENTERPRISE YOUR FASHION PASSION!!! :)
