Where I Am Now.....

UNIVERSITAS INDONESIA.

yeah, this is where i am now. University of Indonesia. surprise? of course. happy? exactly extremely. proud? don't need to ask again. i just....not expected this. i really really can't believe myself for entering this University. i always feel stupid, or whatever. but see? now i can :') i feel sooooooo happy when i know that I've accepted. all of people in my house was scream. including me of course. that morning is full of laughter at that day. i still remember how I was thanked to God directly. i still remember how my father and my mother screamed of happiness. that makes me feel so happy till i wanted to cry. that was one of an incredible moment i've ever had.

my mind said, finally, I can make my parents proud of me.

Now, it's been one term already i'm here. really time flied too fast to know that i've through one term already. so many happiness, but also so many pain i've felt. so many laughter, but also too much tears i've wasted. method of studying, how to get a good score on exam, socialize, and the most important is...friendship. i missed everything i left behind to chasing a new one here. maybe i'm just shock with my new life here. i just have to face it and work hard for everything. i'm strong. i know, i can through this although i know it wouldn't be easy. but God will always help me.

now it's such a funny to realized that kind of these views is looks so familiar for me.
really, i've never been expected it before. i've never. seriously.
but, thank God. you give me a chance to have this.
you give me a chance to make my family proud of me.
I will work hard. Promise :)